I am Charmaine and I like handmade cards.
I like the smell of rain and toddlers; sitting on a bus alone; and my squaddies.
I like people who keep the conversation going, and subtle anything.
I am curious, judgemental and bored/amused easily.

charmaynx@gmail.com

FIDELITY

as writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia

6:10:00 PM Lol okok I am updating. I mean, I've had about five saved drafts so far and I have this macho complex about the things I do and it is that I just have to do it in one sitting. (And no, I am not going to post them because they are fragmented lines that usually stream from my brain on random topics or frustration aka not pretty to look at.)



I have sort of done the necessary pieces of homework since I am going to guiltfully waste away the last few precious hours of this June Holiday gorging on party food at some friend-of-mom's birthday party. As I was scribbling and my handwriting became extraordinarily atrocious at 2am last night, I was thinking about my life's purpose(s).



I have finally resigned to what they want for me, and what would be good in the future. I must admit it was quite a number to sacrifices to have made, but I dropped the long locks of hair for short bangs and it is indeed a lot more convenient. I look less like conformist to the entire girl stereotype (which is dumb, if I must mention).


Anyway, I have spent more time sitting down and thinking. I havent stopped writing and I doubt I will, it is just that my thoughts are penned down in a different place. Events like the CAP outing attracts me because I get to communicate with people with more than wires and webcams (: Have a lovely reopening, people!