I am Charmaine and I like handmade cards.
I like the smell of rain and toddlers; sitting on a bus alone; and my squaddies.
I like people who keep the conversation going, and subtle anything.
I am curious, judgemental and bored/amused easily.

charmaynx@gmail.com

FIDELITY

as writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia

10:02:00 PM Eileen The iLIN has noticed the dark BG! Honestly black has never been a very condusive color for me but when I saw the skin I just had to have it, I swopped the image; the original depicts some paint-peeled flats with a girl looking out of one of the windows. P/S Matt, I didnt use photoshop for that image xD
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I proclaim today as Best Weekday of Shitty 2007! I know la, half the time I literally let the damn thing through my legs and I can't kick a ball to save my life, let alone a bottle. Should I sit down (like what I am doing right now) and rewind the entire 2007 tape, the times I have great big hearty laughs can simply be counted on just both hands.

These are the people with whom I can lose my head, go off my rockers, run around and laugh like a lunatic without actually being conscious about people watching. These are the people who have seen me straight out of bed, shook me awake for sentry duty.
These people have seen me, not only seen me but have seen me through the ugliest depths of secondary school life; taught me incidentally to lose my conservativeness; shared uncountable (maybe countable) bottles of 100 plus and just one Hershey;

And only recently did I realise that being part of it offered not only vindication, but a stress-free outlet where all the world was candyfloss and PT.

I have never felt so accomplished being able to recognise thirty wallets and thirty bags; I just sat on my bed numbly for a rather long time with a silly grin, lost in watching my mind replay slides of numerous enjoyable times.
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Wow I'd give anything just to go through all of it again with the same people. Hell it's true when they say Better Late Than Never. You're going to be reading that above chunk again when ROD comes rolling along, but it's never too early to start churning ;)

the pure and simple truth
is rarely pure and never simple